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[22 Jun 2005|12:07am]
[ mood | crazy ]

you know ...I think I need a life.lol. I have no one too go to the mall with tomorrow but whatever. if anyones not doing anything please tell me so I can go too the mall with them.
† THE ONLY LIVING DEAD GIRL †
-ShadowletteXettelwodahS-

I'm also working on my new journal. its gonna be like rob zombie and a clown mixed.
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[21 Jun 2005|05:13pm]
[ mood | content ]

ok. my layout is officially more kick ass than yours. :)
also I'm thinking of changing my lj name. so if you'd liek too e added too my other one please comment if not oh fucking well.
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[21 Jun 2005|07:48am]
[ mood | excited ]



ok well yes. I do happen to have a new obsession..."The Blair Witch Project". I watched it last monday and I watched it atleast 3 times a day at most....7. Yes 7. lol. I found out it was fake afterwards and I was really upset. cause it was so awesome. if that would have happened for real I would have been out in montgomery county in a second! you have no idea. but since I watched it I've been talking about it non stop and how I'm planning on doing something so similar. I'm planning on in my freshman year too get at the most 4 of my friends that are up for it and have a thing for cameras and filmaking and picture taking to come with me and help me with a rather interesting documentary. I went on some searching for things on the interent and atleast of 6 of my research topics something in St.Augustine came up. I was astounded at how amazing this sounded. So there is a Spot in a thing of woods in st.augustine and in these woods there was a ritual that went on in a clearing where there are 20 trees that have either a pentacle or Satans star and there is one tree with both that are very large. and there were exactly 100 men placed in the circle and they all died 3 days later after being trapped inside of the circle. people still dont know what the hell killed them but they're were no traces of blood drawings, wounds, or poison or anything.5 trees are missing the stars and its said that if you take a piece of that star away from that tree but still inside you get severely injured maybe even a fatal one but if you take it from the circle your too die within the next week. 5 pieces of trees and stars are missing. those people admitted too it after they started feeling sick or weird and they died within the next week of an unknown death. theres also another spot. its too where 5 of the men that were trapped were taken out and skinned. Their skin was used as almost a paper like thing and they dres symbols and "spells" on the skin with the mens blood and than the men were burned into five different trees facing eachother and you can still see them there if you have the guts too go into the woods. which only 6 people have gone in and so far only 1 has survived. hopefuly my friends listen too me and dont do anything idiotic. :( I dont want anymore dead friends.

I cant fucking wait too go!!!!!!!!!!! I have all my things already. I have the dates planned out, I've got 4 diffrent types of maps, I've got 1 person already planning on going with me[thanks mike], I've got all of the things I need already[camera, canteens, lists of food we need to get, tents, hiking bags], the places we need too hit. [4 places], and where we're staying in the woods. right next too the circle.
theres alot more too the circle but I have too go to work so I'll update it all later. oh yeah one quick fact thats awesome. there was an alter[they dont know if its still there] that was made out of crushed nad melted human bones. =) yeeeee!!!!!!!!!!awesome right?!
MUCH CLOWN LOVE AND EXCITMENT
-Shadow-
P.S. if anyones interested pelase tell me. I'm taking people into the plan now. I promise too not let you die ;)
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[13 Jun 2005|02:28pm]
[ mood | creative ]


You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.

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WereWolf

100%

Demon

92%

Faerie

67%

Mermaid

50%

Angel

42%

Dragon

25%

What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)
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YAY!!!!I'M A WEREWOLF!!!!!::jumps in air and tears shirt off and howls:: oh yeah. I' ma sexy were wolf. I <3 werewolves. almost as much as my boyfriend. tehe.

You scored as Boobs. You are attracted to: boobs. You're a boob guy/gurl!

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Abs/Stomach

67%

Boobs

67%

Face

42%

Penis

42%

Butt

33%

What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics)
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tiiittttaaaeeesss!!! lol.

You scored as Labret Piercing. You probably intimidate a whole lot of people without really meaning too. If people could just get past the many tattoos, piercings, and sideburns I'm sure they'd love you. Or still be scared, who knows.

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Labret Piercing

100%

Tongue Piercing

90%

Dirty Piercings

80%

Nipples

70%

Earlobe Piercing

60%

Cartilage Piercing

60%

Lip Piercing

50%

Belly Button Piercing

50%

Nose Piercing

40%

What Piercing Are You?
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MUCH CLOWN LOVE
-Shadow

I'M GOING TO THE MALL WITH NINA! HOPEFULLY I GET TOO SEE CALLEY!!!!!!!AKA MISS.HEYCANITOUCHYOURLEGS? !!!
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[09 Jun 2005|04:27pm]
[ mood | rejected ]

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[29 May 2005|08:55pm]
[ mood | bored ]




GO STAR YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO PREZTEL YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GO FAUCET YOURSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



yeah there new methods at the camp I'm workIng at. there lIke yoga names. when a kIds upset or angry they do a preztel or a faucet too relax and If a kIds sad or hurt dId a good job you gIve hIm a star. yeah today was ok. my dad got on me about my gages. I had too go to the beach when I have been on my perIod the past 2 fuckIng weeks. oh well
MUCH CLOWN LOVE
-Shadow
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[28 May 2005|06:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]




OMG FUCKING GOD!LOL LOOK AT THESE AND FIND YOURS!LOLCollapse )
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[27 May 2005|08:48pm]
[ mood | sad. ]


ok. I've had a few drInks. I'm calmer. look I'm sorry I shouldlnt have used the word "hate" but yeah. I just feel horrIble. everyones almsot always talking shIt about me and crap lIke that. and look. I dont care what people say. I have saId thIngs about alot alot of people. I called kIttIe a bItch. KrIssy a hoe. Sarah very egocentrIc. Kyle a backstabber. jasmIne a slut. flor a large mouth. teagan is moody. I admIt It. whatever. I love my friends. but they dont seem too care about me lIke I do them. I just dont thInk I can put up wIth thIs shIt anymore. and vInce doesnt even fuckIng care If I move. I talked too him and he saId "whatever.". fuckIng asshole. I dont care. look just accept my apolIgy cause I wont do It agaIn.
MUCH MOTHERFUCKING CLOWN LOVE
-Shadow
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[27 May 2005|07:26pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]




fucking god. fucking everyone. I'm trying too fuckIng convInce my mom too let me move wIth my dad too ohIo. I'm sIck of all you. I mean ALL all you. I mean If I DONT know you in person no problem I dont care about you lIke thIs but everyone fuck you. I hate you. I seriously fucking hate you.
Kittie.
James.
Krissy.
Larry.
Summer.
ciro.
brittany.
flor.
teagan.
colleen.
skaters.
"goths"
everyone. JUST. FUCK. YOU.

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[26 May 2005|06:00pm]
ok you guys have too goo too thIs websIte too see how I'm gonna look In a few years. lmao. just playing but I'm gonna have quIte a few pIercings.
http://www.freewebs.com/chroniclymad/piercings.jpg

fucking awesome.
oh yeah and your welceom krIssy and sarah for making your ljs soo kIckass.
MUCH CLOWN LOVE
-Shadow
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[25 May 2005|06:56pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

I'm gonna cry my fucking ass off tomorrow. I'm gonna miss all my friends so fucking much that arent going too my school. but I dont know if I'm going to school tomorrow for sure. oh well. I might just work all day or something. yeah. I'm gonna finish my tattoo tonight. its really cute. its like right under my ass and its a little ladybug. tehe. its cute. but whatever jsut wanted to update some.
MUCH CLOWN LOVE
-Shadow
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HOLY SHIT! [23 May 2005|04:06pm]
[ mood | AMAZED! ]

you know what I just realized. I have more black and mexiacan/spanish/purto rican friends than I have white friends.lmao. wow. thats interesting. yeah I counted I have 35 fucking black and mexican and such friends. yeah pretty weird. oh well. lol ::dances around too "yeah"-usher::

she asked like one more dance and I said yeah how the hell am I supposed too say no.. yeah yeah yeah
MUCH MOTHERFUCKING CLOWN LOVE
-Shadow
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[23 May 2005|02:39pm]
[ mood | bored ]

ok well I have another journal where I will be typing all my inner thoughts. pictures. songs. poems. rants. lol.

edwrdscssrhands



thats it. add me and I'll add you cause those entries will only be friends only.

MUCH CLOWN LOVE,
-shadow
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pictures [22 May 2005|06:21pm]
[ mood | bored ]

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[22 May 2005|04:17pm]
[ mood | chipper ]




Star Wars Horoscope for Taurus




You are a dependable creature, but you do tend to be stubborn.
You like material possessions and love to win at games.
You hate being bossed around or losing.
You may succumb to your physical strength when upset.

Star wars character you are most like: Chewbacca





Your Star Wars Name and Title



Your Star Wars Name: Marda Daflo

Your Star Wars Title: Rrablu of Nitsuj





Your Star Wars Pickup Line

"In time, you will call me.....Master."





Your Amazing Yoda Sex Line


"Do me or do me not - there is no try."





yeah I saw the new star wars movie. ITS FUCKING AWESOME!! I cried three fucking times! but I love it. I have too get it. some guy works there that looks exactly like justin only an older version and he doesnt have a mustache.
MUCH MOTHERFUCKING CLOWN LOVE
-Shadow
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I did my hair...wow...lol [20 May 2005|09:21pm]
[ mood | amused ]

ok well everyones gonna be all"...uh...wtf? MARY WHAT DID YOU DO TOO YOUR HAIR?!" when everyone sees me. I hope kittie likes it though. I look like a blonde,lmao. we put highlights in my hair and it got alot of places.lol. yeah. me and kyle took pix. here they are.
MY HAIR!!!Collapse )
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[19 May 2005|08:08am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

ok so I've been pissed for multiple reasons this week. so yeah here are two poems and one song that I wrote yesterday. I think they're pretty good.

Fucked.

Fuck you.
Screw you.

I opened my heart too you.
You took it and stuck a knive right through.

You've shattered my soul.
Thrown my life into a ongoing hole.

I've seen the last of the light.
Now everything in the world can move and seem right.

I could have killed.left.dissappeared.Died.
You took me out and lied.

I never existed.
I've been fucked.


screwed.

From the inside out my emotions have torn.
My feelings have been broke in and worn.

My skin the color gray.
From the wearingness my skins gone its way.

My eyes no longer with that special sparkle.
Just the tiny colored blah particals.

My cheeks no longer full and glowing.
But pale with the little skin bones showing.

My Mouth no longer cherry red.
But they've turned a blue green taint of white as of the dead.

My arms no longer strong.
But they are skinny and long.

My hands no longer soft and smooth.
But they are plain unew.

My Legs no longer muscled and tan.
But hard and bland.

My temple has been broken into and my soul has been stolen.
My heart has been left too turn hard and cold...

those were my two poems and this one is the song. based on my nickname. although I'd rather not explain how I got the nickname...

Shadow

I've been locked in the dark too long.
Been broken and hurt been treated for so long.
Feel my pain run through my veins.
Stuck a knive and through me out.

you look at my shadow and what do you see?
only remains of what I used too be.
Shattered in pieces. and broken too see.
feeling the death come run through me.

[x2]my shadow. my shadow. my shadow. follows me through.

Step on me not. dont feel me now.
been numb too long been way forgotten in the fucking town.
fucked and raped bled and cut.
placed in the house of the ingenius nut.

[Chorus]
[x2]my shadow. my shadow. my shadow. follows me through.

My fucking shadow. My fucking shadow. Fading and fading. this is how its meant too be.

[Chorus]
[x6]my shadow. my shadow. my shadow. follows me through.

ok. well I gotta get too school.
MCL.
-Shadow
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[16 May 2005|07:41pm]
[ mood | miserable.. ]


More pixCollapse )
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[15 May 2005|08:24pm]
[ mood | sad ]


Loner kid?Collapse )
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poem.. [13 May 2005|10:12pm]
[ mood | awake ]

-Tatoos of my life-
Stains on my skin.
ink of memories fallen too.
Pale cover so thin.
ink sinking through

Taking black needles into me.
feel pain surge on the spot.
seeing the pain to be.
something too strong too be fought.

memories inbedded in my live.
never forgotten.
stuck in my heart like a thousands of knives.
making me bleed like a tat.
something so strong tearin through my back...



ok well yeah I just wrote that. pretty good huh? I'm trying too upload pix of me and justin but they arent working. I'm trying cause I want you guys too see how adorable we are together.
I hate myself. I 'm starting too fucking fall for kittie again::tears::I dont want this....I really dont. all thats came from our relationships were hurt. like big time. maybe not too her. but it was too me majorly...someone just get it over and shoot my or give me amnesia.
MUCH CLOWN HURT,
X ShadowXwodahS X
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